hello sunshine.

i am the longing. i am the unscratched surface of my potential. i am the first step waiting to be taken. i am the smirk that won't wipe off my face. i am the unquenched thirst. i am the desire. i am the patience that is wearing thin. i am the end of the rope. i am the love unspoken for. i am the fear, but i am the courage. i am the uncharted waters. i am the waiting, the waiting, the waiting. i am the glass half full. i am the unspoken understanding. i am the butterfly effect. i am the arms raised in victory, i am the hands holding my head in defeat. i am the moment of clarity. i am the double take. i am the words i scribble. i am the lips unkissed, my hands not held. i am the lyrics. i am the melody. i am the honesty, i am the loyalty. i am the wonder, the beautiful wonder. i am the late night talk. i am the sour and i am the sweet. i am the last blink before sleep. i am the first breath of the morning. i am the goosebumps, i am the sweat. i am the most romantic thing i've yet to do. i am the thoughts uncontrollable. i am the raised eyebrow. i am the teardrop tracing the contours of my face. i am the laughter, the uncensored laughter. i am the mistakes i've made, and the lessons i've learned. i am the success. i am the failure. i am the ambition, i am the apathy. i am the opposites inside me. i am the trembling anticipation. i am the love i take. i am the compassion. i am the underestimation i receive. i am the focus i always lose. i am the memories. i am the stolen breath and the skipped heartbeat. i am the worry. i am the calm. i am the smile. i am the freedom, i am the dependence. i am the broken heart. i am the misplaced trust. i am the confidence, but i am the insecurity. i am the faith. i am the logical next step. i am the places i've seen. i am the perfect guy for someone out there. i am the first hello with whoever she will be. i am the first kiss. i am the first fight. i am the shared dreams. i am the beating of my heart. i am the infinite space between today and tomorrow. i am the last straw. i am the confusion. i am the incompatibility. i am the comfortable silence. i am the wink. i am the thought in the back of my mind. i am the first star i wish on. i am the aching. i am the poetry i write. i am the uncertainty of who it is for. i am the relief, the sweet relief. i am the shadows across my face. i am the peace. i am the lack. i am the happiness i am surrounded by. i am the man i'm becoming. i am the boy i used to be

i am the whole, but i am the pieces
i am the pieces

baby badass